Well hello there!
I have no idea how long it has been since my last post! Under 10 months I think because I remember talking about Tom :)
OH WOW! My final year of schooling life is almost over! Only 19 days of lesson left which leaves just over 7 WEEKS until my HSC starts! :o
It is really hitting home now that everything I'm doing right now will determine my future!
In the past few weeks I have completed my last school based assessments for every subject except religion- which is Friday. I'm pretty happy with them all except English today which I completed bullshitted my way through... Not expecting good marks there! I came down three ranks just from the Trial! I can't afford another drop!! :(
When this week is over there will be NOTHING I can do to change my ranking... 50% of my HSC will have been completed! The only thing to pull my marks up from here is do fan-freaking-tastic in my HSC exams!! I bloody hope I do!
I've been too afraid to go and get an ATAR estimate off Mr Ptolemy because I'm scared it wll be sooo low and it will make me loose all motivation to continue studying! :(
I sort of want to though, just incase it is way higher than i expected (i doubt it) and then it will take some stress off!
You see, I only reeeaaaally need an 86 ATAR tops for the courses I want to do. My preference at the moment is Bachelor of Communication- majoring in Media Production, and then Bachelor of Psychology, and then Bachelor of Biomedical Science. B of Communication is only an 81.60!
I'm hoping I can get higher than that as my sister got a 94... and I am doing the same subjects as she did + Legal studies, and last I checked, I was do better than she was this time last year! I don't want to get my hopes up though because it all comes down to how well I do in my exams!
My first is English paper 1 on the 18'th of October and my last is Legal Studies on the 3'rd of November. I CANNOT WAIT for the call to put my pen down for legal studies! SCHOOL IS OVER FOR GOOD! the only things in the near future is the graduation ball 8 days later and then BALI with Mel and our Boyfriends on the 14th! :D
Everyone is wishing away the last few weeks we have of school... I am doing it too but it really makes me sad to think that in just over 2 months we all will have finished out HSC and going our own ways... A lot of my peers I have grown to Love over the past 6 years I will never see again! :(
At least I get to help with the year 12 video! It will give me some time to appreciate the people I have grown so close too and the people I will miss so dearly.
I will have my close friends that I know I will continue to see, but just that random 'Hey!' as you walk past someone in the palyground; or the spontaneous conversations you have when you're niged; or the friends you make in class when none of your closer friends are there; or even just the smiles on the faces of my peers... They're the things I will miss the most.
I will dearly cherish my last few weeks as a member of the St Pauls Community- taking in every sensual image I can! I will store it all away in my memories where I can easily access it whenever I need to remember the amazing time I had in my teen years.
I love you all Year 12 2011.
May you have safe and wonderous futures <3
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