:? yes exactly...... '?'

argh,
Im so angry at my mother.
And yet im so sad....Brig....
I just cried for ages because im so mixed up inside.

Right now i REALLY dont like someone and
I can also feel the heat building up inside of me about another.

Why do i always over react about the second person.
Am i jealous or just annoyed.
Are they doing this to play games with my mind,
Or do they genuinely not know how much it hurts.

For now, i will sit back, be sad and angry, and see how things play out.
If it works, thank god.
If not, every ending brings about a new beginning.
Optimism...

Ahhmm,