Unfaithful.

The dilema is, the kid just doesnt get it. 

I'm pretty sure enough signs are sent, but dang hes thick, or just playing dumb. 

And then another girl comes along, and 

Bam, The boy is gone. 

Poor kid, I have your heart See, im not giving it back. :)

Unless this one person proves themselves, 

I love you. 

Braces Free. No more train tracks. :)

:)
I GOT MY BRACES OFF YESTERDAY! :D
from the beginning of year 8 to the beginning of yr 11, i think it was about time.
i sent Dee and See a message saying i didn't get them off and hopefully next time i would, They believed me. :D
thats why i didnt post anything yesterday. haha
But i turned up today and smiled and they were like
YOU LIAR, :)
oh, but they love me so it doesnt matter. :) haha

SENIORwhiteshirts

SCHOOL.
I was a senior today and i loved it. :)
My first day of year 11 and i got to share it with the most beautiful people Ive ever known.
Beautiful is a metaphor of course, :P
I really like my teachers and my classes, TG with Tim and Sebastian and i guess Ben will be good :D
Mrs Anderson and her long tutor group breakfasts, here we come. Woo. :)
I guess my only disappointment is Mr Furey for legal, I mean, i love Mr Furey but i would have preferred Ms Flood. :)
Finding a new place to sit when the year 12s get back tomorrow might be a bit difficult.. But hopefully what Dani said is true.
Apparently no one sits where we were today, Phew. :)
Except the weather is in the habit of raining atm.
And i thought, Where should we go?
Nichole337, i was trying to rip you off right there.... bad attempt.

Biology is going to be extra exciting and fun because I have Mrs Thompson and i get to share the lesson with See and Dee and Jen. :)
Because I'm such a star student... *cough.... Mrs T said i can choose some pracs that we get to do, Whooop. :D this was said out of school but. :)
And Maths is going to be oh so much fun. Had a double today and Brig and i are already zoning out, LOL. :)
'UP TO? :O '
rofl copter.. :)
Ive never understood the point of saying rofl copter but ever since i have read that somewhere, whenever i say rofl, i feel like following it with copter..
Chem is going to be good as good as good. :) Mr Newell and my Beffel to sit next to. I love my life. :)

HAHA, it is so much fun to walk straight through a group of year 7ners and watch them scatter as they try to get out of your way. :) mean i know, but unusually fun. :D
i was waiting for one of them to ask me where a room was so i could perfidiously tell them the wrong direction. :D
ohh, the joys of being a SENIOR.
OMFG, im a white shirter.. :O

and i have homework to do... -_-

why am i writing a blog?

At the Beginning.

  We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
  No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart                                Life is a road
When I lost hope                                       And I want to keep going
You were there to remind me                         Love is a river
This is the start                                           I wanna keep flowing
 And...                                                               Life is a road
                                                                        Now and forever
                                                                     Wonderful journey
                                                                               I'll be there
                                                             When the world stops turning
                                                                            I'll be there
                                                              When the storm is through
                                                          In the end I wanna be standing
                                                                  At the beginning with you

GUESSWHO?!

OMFG, i have an urge to write about my BFFFFFL,

The person who can always put a smile on my face and i can always put a smile on theirs. :)

My one and only LOVE, :)

SO many hours of laughing over a silly thing we like to call cute stuff, :D

and making random cracks on people we dont like.

Everything we do together, we can find some way to make it enjoyable and funny, and i love them for it!

SCHERRRboyy,

I TAUGHT BEE TO KNEEBOARD, and im very proud.
:D

Muscles.

DK's friends and Benny had alot of fun today. :) 

How Cute, haha. 

His new nickname is Muscles cuz they taught him how to knuckle bash and punch. He's 5. lol

WIIII

Today was really hot, so i spent it inside at courdy's house, Only venturing outside to get a kiwi Waffle ice cream. :)
I also played wii with abbie while courdy was at work. And watched The Pirate Movie which i later discovered is a parody of Pirates Of Penzance. :)
It is sort of windy now but still massivly hot.
Too bad for all the BDOers today, even though i heard they had like spray tents, or something like that, to cool everyone down. I still wish i went but.

OMFG, lady gaga is coming to Newy in march, i am so going. :)
yeahss.

I have to now go to dinner at my aunty and uncles house and look after my 5 yr old cousin. -_-
all he wants to do is play thomas the tank engine and watch that show thats cousins with Dora.. Go diego go or something..... whoopee... -_-

LP

Luna Park. :D

The Gang, 

Had such a fun day,

Took lots of photos and videos, (Y)

Laughed ALOT,

Thankyouu everyone for coming, :D

Hello awesome weekend. :D

The past weekend i spent with two of my most favourite people in the world and i had a ball! :)

Saturday night, we watched a pretty cool show called 'Once on This Island' at the playhouse theatre, Civic. Braden did the lighting for it so we just had to go watch. :D

It was darn awesome lighting too. C:

Dylan and i were on the lookout for gays, cuz EVERY single male cast member except one, was gay. lol. that is so cute. :) and we discovered a few in the audience too.

Before the show, Braden had to go set stuff up so Dylan and i went for a walk and got a Lifesaver and then went to civic park and contemplated going for a paddle in the fountain, but we decided against it. We will do it soon though, Hello Parody Video. :P

We then bought 6 packets of mentos and a packet of starburst lollies, hah. Fattys. :) and then ventured into the theatre.

After the show, HELLLLO nobbys at 1030pm. :)

Dylan and i walked alll the way from civic to nobbys beach because Braden had to pack stuff up this time. :)

I was in heels and i felt pro walking that far. (Y)

It was Saturday night so Dylan was scared of getting raped by the hooners in their shitty pimped out cars,  We decided to walk through the park instead of along the road and so we got to see these two people having a massive fight across that little lake thingy. :) Screaming all kinds of obscene words at each other. I think we came to the conclusion they just broke up. Hah.

We ran across the road because these nigga hoes were looking at us,

*Ohh i can run in heels no problem.... Smack.

oops. LOL. C:

Then Braden came and picked us up from Nobbys and we left at like 10 to 11! :O

Hes only on his red P's so i had to duck after 11. haha.

Back to DEEE's house and we decided to watch some movies.

First choice was Zach and Miri make a porno. Deff not as good as i was expecting but darn funny anyways. :)

and then Braden fell asleep and Dylan and i attempted to watch lesbian vampire killers but the sound was really weird so we just fell asleep too. All three of us on Dylans bed. :) I was comfy but the boys weren't, i swear i had the least amount of room too. haha.

OHH the next day, :D

well, Braden had to go home cuz he had to look after his sister until she left.

We had the hopes of making a Dance video to this awesome remix of Bad romance but it took us an age to find the camera and then it didn't have any charge. BUT Dylan couldn't find the cord to charge it with either so that sucked.

So we waited until Dylan's new speakers were installed into his car and off we went to Bradens house. :)

He had a camera too but no cord to attach it to the computer. (N)

Instead we just listened to the song and attempted to dance to it. :P

When we first got there, after his sister had left we had a pillow fight and i cant even remember why, Dylan got very brutal, haha. I awarded that i SUCK at pillow fights and cant see through my fringe when running away. :)
That lasted for ages but then we thought we should stop cuz the birds were flying around and it wouldn't be good if we accidentally swatted one with a pillow :/

A MASSSSIVE STORM hit just as we decided it as time to go get food for dinner. As soon as we got into the car the rain like completely stopped and it was like any other normal sunny day, haha. Somebody didnt like us. :)

Off we drove to Glendale for some food.

Woolies for ingredients to make nachos. :)

Then KFC for afternoon tea.

Jasmine served me and gave me 2 tomato sauces for Freee. :D

i love jasmine. :)

Then we went back to Bradens house and chilled. We watched some of The Catherine Tate show, HAHA, the first clip had me and Dylan in tears. :D

ARGHH. :P

Then dinner i think,  Bring on yummy nachos and Juice that tasted like medicine. :)

Dylan takes forever to drink his, Braden and i had drunk two by the time Dyl had gone about 1/3 of the way in his first. :)

Go Braden and I. :D

We are so cool,

We started watching Moulin Rouge while we were eating dindins but then decided to turn it off and dance instead.
Oh boy did we dance. :D :D
I got a video on my phone but i don't think we will be letting anybody see it. Hahh, :)
Dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance dance. It was just amazing. (Y)

And then Dylan spilled a whole mouthful of awesome liquid on the ground, tut tut tut. Pussy, :P

and then some more dancing and dancing. :)
It was a big night and we fell asleep on Bradens bedroom floor. But we ended up moving into the big room and sleeping on couches and a matress. :)
Ouch, head hurt.

OH BOY I HAD FUN :D

:? yes exactly...... '?'

argh,
Im so angry at my mother.
And yet im so sad....Brig....
I just cried for ages because im so mixed up inside.

Right now i REALLY dont like someone and
I can also feel the heat building up inside of me about another.

Why do i always over react about the second person.
Am i jealous or just annoyed.
Are they doing this to play games with my mind,
Or do they genuinely not know how much it hurts.

For now, i will sit back, be sad and angry, and see how things play out.
If it works, thank god.
If not, every ending brings about a new beginning.
Optimism...

Ahhmm,

ObsessionObsessionObsession

Overly large flowers for my hair just do me fine.

ROFL.

AHH, just love.

When i get bored i have these extensive urges to write about how much i love my friends and what they mean to me. But words will never do those feelings or the people justice. They are too amazing to be described by words alone. They will always know how much i love them by the memories we share together and the knowledge that there are many more memories to come.
I love you guys. <3

modelling... :P

Well, i just went and got my hair trimmed and my hair dresser is my aunty so she is just fab. :)
When i was getting my hair and makeup done for the formal, her assistant Jo was taking photos 1. because she is making Mandy an internet sight for Heavenly Hair. and  2. because she is an author come salon assistant come awesome photographer. :) and is thinking of maybe writing a book on something to do with DIY hair or something like that, i didnt pay much attention, i was too busy getting my hair done, :P and she said Danielle and i could be like the subjects of it :D how exciting.

AND then today when i was getting my hair trimmed, Mandy and Jo where talking about how good Danielle and i are to work on because we are always glowing and happy. *C: and then they mentioned something about modelling for them :D yewww. Because Jo's hubby is a like pro photographer and everything. :)

this is a link to the website, :)
its under construction, Mandy wants to make that clear. :)
http://heavenlyhair.com.au/gallery.php

:D enjoy.

WHAT?! you mean we only have 2 weeks left?

OH GOOD LORD, holidays are almost over.
Our most anticipated school break since beginning high school and there is only 2 weeks until we must get back into the swing of things and return to school.
It feels like only last week we completed our last school certificate paper and the boys and i ventured, on that 40 degree day, to the movies to see New Moon.
My, oh my. We all have a very big year ahead of us. Before we know it, we will be in year 12 and sitting our HSC. And then. School is over. For good...
No more regular intervals of socializing with the friends that you believe will be there forever. Uni time comes our way, people move to new places and generally out of our lives. The mates that you thought you would stay best friends with for always will disappear off to follow their dreams and ambitions, maybe, hoping and wishing, they will meet up with you again in the near future.
Everybody strays off to follow their own path, their own life.
Now is the time we should cherish our last years as a whole.
Never will we be as close as we will be in the next two years.
Make friends. Love friends.Stay friends.

Now is the time to live, so lets live it.

    Class of 2011

hello, telephonee.

I love my multiple hour long telephone chit chats with dee bee, :)

yeshh.

I get lost and dont know where to start.

When it comes time to change my room around i always want to get rid of something big, this time i have started by emptying both my wardrobes and putting everything back into my built in one :s
I thought it would be easy, but there is just so much stuff to seive through i get lost and don't know where to start. Today i first cleaned my room having it looking spotless and pretty, and then i decide its now or never to start on my wardrobes...
My once tidy room is now junk ridden and disabled of seeing the floor. The bed, of which i must sleep in tonight, is covered from top to tail and not looking too bright on the side of being clean by bed time. Oh the joys of having too much stuff with sentimental value attachments.

NoGreeen

I got the green to go away :)

GoAwayGreen.

how the frig do i get rid of all this green? :|
it totally throws off the whole dynamics of the page...
hahh
HELP.

Missing the friends.

I definitely feel like writing about my friends because i miss them SO MUCH!!

Brig only lives down the road but she is never home :( Always with the fam and right now she is carvin it up on the shveet waves at sussex with her cousins.

Courdy has work alot, which she enjoys so im happy for her, but we dont get to hang as extensively as we used to back when school was on and we conned our parents into letting us have sleep overs on school nights. haha (:

Mel, i havn't seen since the rave and before that the beach and im pretty sure before that was the formal :( Ive seen her TWICE these holidays.

DYLAN, isn't even in the state :( i miss him even more because of the distance of separation. But he is coming home on the 13th and i cant wait :D I get to see him and Braden on the 16th at a show we be attending to cheer on Braden's lighting. Hahh.

Josh :( when was the last time i saw him.. CAMPING! :O that was the 27th aye. Dang boy, we need to catch up again!

Mariana, breww! i havn't see her since camping either! :(

Tim, thats a bit closer, we went and watched a movie aye, i cant even remember what it was but i liked it i think. OHH wait it was 'Have you heard about the Morgans' haha.

Cam and Jordan and Luke came too. And courdy, but ive already mentioned her :)

:O Matt, i havnt seen you since.. since the formal! That is so sad!
Candice and Emily :O :O i havnt seen you guys since the formal either, :O... oh no wait, i saw you at trono carols aye, haha, but for like an HOUR. D:
Ohh and i saw Candice at the rave too. :)

and Jarrod P, the first camping trip!!

I MISS YOU ALL SOO MUCH.