shit

I should probably just get used to your shit,
seeing as you're full of it.

emotions

Sometimes I think they dont care as much about me as i do for them..
It hurts, you know.

FAIL

I am not enjoying failing all my subjects except chem this year... :|
I feel like i am trying very hard... definitely not showing it... :S

copious amounts.

I have noticed that i tend to update my facebook status ALOT when i am tired....       -_-
Which is every night, thanks to my teachers enjoying drowning me in homework...

Not Told

I am so lost.
If my research has come to the right conclusion, why didn't they tell me?
Or why didn't some one else tell me?
I feel a bit left out, like come on,
We are meant to be Good friends :(
You are one of my bestest, and still i am left not being told.
I know..... Your choice right?
But i thought, being such good friends i would have, like, the right to know.

Door frame.

I hate it how i do something for someone because it is the generous and kind thing to do, but if the positions were reversed, i know indeffinitely, they would not do they same for me.
I am getting to the stage where i feel like a doormat.
I feel like i wanna say no or disagree with them on things i would normally have agreed on, but that wouldn't be me. I like to think of myself as a kind person, but the way i have been treated, Well, its pushing my limits.

Why do i have to be such a pushover? I have way too much empathy and feelings for the way other people feel. I need to get over that and for a change, make myself happy instead of trying for everybody else.

'I can not give you the formula for success, but i can give you the formula for failure- which is; try to please everybody' Herbert Bayard Swope.

Too bad for those who have been wiping their feet on me.
I am being promoted to the doorframe.
You have to walk through me to get what you want.
Not on.