My lightt.

I cleaned out Grannies cupboard yesterday.
It was harder then I thought.
Just looking at all the clothes that defined who she was. All the memories.
It made me cry.
I cannot believe that the woman i depended on for so much, is no longer here.
I cant ask her for guidance or for ideas anymore.
She was always there to help me with sewing... with cooking... with my life.
I miss you immensly Grannie.
I still havent learnt to cope with your absence.
<3

Hairdresser in the making

I just got a job at my Aunty's Hair salon, :D
Its only volunteer shizz, but its going to be so much fun!
Im going to learn different hairstyles and makeup and get to work on her dummies! :)
Im so excited! :D

Ragtime.

Maple Leaf Rag is almost complete!
I love you scott joplin and your amazing composing skills.
:)

Heaven can wait.

 We the kings. Oh my god. I am in love.

Smile Kid C: 

Matherrrmateeqs

Im dropping to general..
Or better yet, totally out of school.

Move back to your other seat please.

Yeeaa.
Snap that BITCH.
Your primary school ways have cut me deep.... -_- grow up squishy.

Heres the cliff.

I do not like exams.
I have 7, and i know this is nothing compared to others, but to me it is wuite a workload!
That is one for every subject.
I have no idea what to study for first. And coming to that dilema, i never actually study.. :S
I would love to absoloutly blitz my exams this time around.
But there is just too much to know (N)
Legal is shit and i wish i could drop it right now.
I want to focus just on maths, chem and bio. And religion too. Becasue i quite enjoy 2u.
English can go jump. And so can legal.

Mr Murray.

I have many wishes for you but above all else, my wish is that you will

never be afraid to BE the GOOD people that you are; that you will always have,

at core, despite the guises, the fronts and the images that we all sometimes

embrace, a DEEP KNOWING that you are all children of God. May the future hold

wonders for you.

-Mr John Murray.

 

You were the most amazing teacher i have ever had. I was taught so much by you, things i will never forget. Thankyou for everything you have done for me and my peers. I am eternally grateful. You have done great things for St Pauls, the school will not be the same without you. Good Bye :'(

That really hurt me.

You do know this so i have no idea why you did it anyway,
Some things just dont need to be said.
Being so forward hurts, and today, well, you really hurt me.
We had talked about how we both despised this type of thing and then you go right ahead and do it anyway.
You knew how i felt, so to just say that straight to my face... please think next time.

You did say you just didnt want to see me get hurt, i understand.
But you chose the wrong time and place to tell me,
and even then you could have been a little less emphatic.

You really hurt me today,

plans.

I really dispise how you make plans with people, plans that you look forward to for ages, and then they go and say something like they never wanted to do it in the first place.
-You know, if you felt that way, why the fuck didnt you say that then?!